The Life of a Stay-At-Home *Almost* Mommy

Yes, you read the title correctly. I am no longer working! There were a lot of reasons going into this decision, and it actually happened sooner than we planned, but it is true. I no longer work, and I think it could have been the best decision yet that we've made before Kate gets here! It's funny how God works, actually. Two weeks ago I stayed home from work because I was sick (sinus infection). As I was spending time with the Lord that morning, a heaviness came over me as I thought about returning to work when I was better, and especially after Kate is born. And then the tears came. I know these tears were exaserbated by the fact that I'm pregnant, but they were also from a well of emotions I had tucked away concerning my job. Poor Trey came home to eat lunch and didn't realize I'd cry a river throughout the whole meal. Then I called my mom and cried forever talking to her, then I called my pastor's wife and cried talking to her. I cried nonstop that whole day, I'm pretty sure. But boy did I feel good afterward. :)

Long story short, this set Trey and I on a journey of discussion, prayer, and seeking wise counsel on what God's will is for our family concerning me working. We reworked our budget to see if we could make ends meet. We met with our pastor and his wife. We talked. And we prayed. After it all, we decided that I would work until the end of April.

A week later, however, I was still sick and having to cancel and reschedule clients. It is not good to be unreliable as a counselor, even if it is for a legitimate reason. I talked with my boss, and he suggested I take medical leave until Kate is born. Happily I agreed to this arrangement, and now I am free! It's a good thing, too, because I am still not 100% better and probably couldn't work or counsel to my best ability.

I am so energized and excited to think of staying home with my baby girl for at least her first year of life. I know this isn't possible for lots of families, so I am thankful the Lord has made it possible for us. This is a dream come true for me. We will be sacrificing in some ways, and I will be attempting to save us money as much as possible. I am attempting couponing, so we'll see how this works. I also have a friend whose telling me all the cheap ways to buy diapers. I know we can do this, though, because I believe the Lord is our Provider. He owns the cattle of a thousand hills. He can handle taking care of our family!